Intuitive life

There are so many different aspects of me. I'm a mum, a wife, a counselor, a dancer, a singer. But in the heart of me there is my soul and I have a strong connection with God and that's why I feel it's most important to write about my soul travel.

I probably haven't told you about my inner world. I always felt I was very different. Let's start at the beginning. I remember my birth. Yes, you read it right! I remember how I was born. (I just gave birth to my son and am now wondering if he remembers his birth...hum) Well, just in case you were wondering it was like that: I remember I was in the uterus (yes, you read it right, I remember when I was in the uterus) and I was choking, like the sensation you haven't got enough air to breathe (I thought that perhaps I had a navel wrapped around my throat before my birth) and than I remember a tunnel and a strong light at the end of it, but like I couldn't see what was on the other side, and that is all.
For years I have kept this memory inside me and didn't know what to do with it or what it was. I knew for a fact it was from my birth, but didn't know what it ment, until later in life. By coincidence (yeah, right! I don't believe in coincidence!) I told this to my mother when I was about 26 years old. I couldn't tell her before, because she just recently started to live more conscience-us and wasn't open to this kind of conversation until that time. All my mother told me before about my birth was that it had been premature and that I was in an incubator. She then told me that my heart stopped for a short while during labor. Then I could understand my memory. Because of high pressure I couldn't get enough air and had died for a few seconds- that was the tunnel!
And in my life I had some really weird experiences. I told you about the angels stuff, another thing is I had a boyfriend who sees, feels and talks to passed souls and feels energies and a friend who sees auras of persons and even saw his angel guardian, even though he didn't even knew what he is seeing until I told him that those weird clouds of color around people was the aura! He really didn't want or try to see these things, it was/is a gift.

Also I ave a very strong intuition and look for Gods signals on my life path. I have sometimes visions or feelings about my future. I remember being 17 years old and dreaming I was embracing and kissing a boyfriend, that was not my current boyfriend (!) in front of our pharmacy very early in the morning with the sun rising. And in couple of months, when I starting seeing a new boyfriend (imagine the shivers down my spine!) when I found myself in that same spot, kissing my "dream boy" during sunrise and than remembering that dream!
Or another example: I have a vision of my children being about 11 and 9 year old- older blond boy and younger girl with dark hair- well I already have a blond boy, now just waiting for my dark-haired daughter. ;) Yes, I believe very strongly in God and trust his signals along my path.