Fresh start

In the middle of my life, I've accomplishedmany goals already. I've got married, have a wonderful husband and two lovely, healthy kids, a steady job. So, it's time to make new goals. What else do I want from life? Right now, I really miss me time and time to clean my apartment and to make it more zen. Cause right now it's colorful, playful and messy- baroque, as I call it, cozy, as I call it, but what I really mean is a little bit messy, without a certain style, so overall expressing me. :)

Nesting

My life is so much different now, that I'm a mom. I enjoyed my first year in a new role and when I got back to work, I enjoyed that too. For a short while, but than decided I wanted another baby soon. My philosophy is that it's better if the children aren't to many years apart, so that they can play together and above all- I had my first child at the age of 30 and felt I wanted to be a young mother to all my children...so, the sooner, the better, right? Well, we got pregnant very quickly the second time too and it turned out, now that I am at my last weeks (or even days- God only knows!) of my second pregnancy, I am sort of feeling sorry for my first-born child. I feel he needs me still so much, he is always in my lap, cuddling. And it's hard for me to imagine how it's going to be, when the baby takes his place in my lap for most of the day. I comfort myself that maybe our second-born will not be so demanding in means of attention and cuddling, like I see in many cases with my friend's second babies, but we will just wait and see. I am sort of in a strange mood lately.