My darling proposed marriage to me in february.
I always believed that you have to date a person for at least 2-3 years to get to know him enough to say- I want to be with you all my life, but now it's different, and I can understand people that get married before they even dated for 1 year.
It's like you have this feelin' inside that you can not avoid- it tells you you are in a right place, that you should just relax and enjoy the ride. It is not that easy though, because we've all been hurt in love before, but for me it is something I cannot and don't even want to fight against. Sometimes I can let go and just enjoy and believ that all this is real, sometimes I have doubts, like any normal person. The amasing thing is that when I let go and just enjoy myself, I have so much energy, but when I don't relax I feel tired and like fighting with the thread mills. It's something I cannot realy explain, but it is very beautiful and feels very comfortable.
So, he proposed and I said yes. It was a very touching moment, when you see that you are as comitted to one person, as he is too you. I too went down on my knees and we hugged and cried for 15 minutes. I saw he was different for the last couple of days, he was more in love and seemed so peaceful.
And now- in 3 months I will be a married lady! :) We almost finished the wedding planning and are just enjoying this last fewmonths before our wedding.
I am looking forward to all the personal growth we will have together, looking forward to starting a family, with a dog or a cat, all the ups and downs. Can't wait!
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