A little miracle... a young boy is happy under my heart and is counting down the days to come out to the world... right now, as I'm writing this he is poking his mommy and acknowledging that he is feeling me. An the connection is beyond words- every morning, before I even open my eyes or even move a muscle, he wakes up- in the same moment as I- and starts to move inside me! He feels my every emotion.Oh, how wonderful it is to carry a child inside! Everyone is telling you only how difficult it is and not forgetting to mention all the nuisance it brings. Well, imagine my surprise when my pregnancy was nothing but a blessing, with no sicknesses, no physical difficulties. I feel so rich, so close to God and the Universe, I am radiant, looking happy, healthy, content.
My husband says that my body has embraced pregnancy so well, and there's no doubt about it-he tells me that now I'm more attractive and sexy than ever before and he is so happy, he is smiling all the time and even he and the people around me all seem to be under the influence of my happy hormones.
We are ready for you little one! Everything in our place is set for our new member. And sometimes in the afternoon, when me and my husband have a nap and everything is so quiet, I think to myself- soon our home will be filled with your cries, laughter, new sounds and a new adventure! I can hardly wait! :D
Now there's little time and place to be (still) worrying about the issues at work which I left behind for one year, my last exams and my master's degree, all my usual personal ups and downs. And I love it this-a-way! It's refreshing to be able to put all your stress and worries behind and just put all my focus on a little fragile newborn. You are so loved already,and who knows, maybe in a decade you'll be reading this love words from your mommy :D
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